18.11.10

Random!

You know I did it, it's over and I feel fine,... nothing like the taste of sweet decline


I'm finished, i'm getting you off my chest
Made you come clean in a dirty dress
A promise is a promise if kept in check
Hard to cross a heart that beats its best


This is the only
Give me the only thing
Tired of trying
I'm tired of
lying..

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart 
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...


                              I tried so hard
And got
so far
                             But in the end, 
It doesn't even matter
                         
  I had to fall, 
 To lose it all 

                         
But in the end.. 
                                                     It doesn't even matter..


I need, a feel, a love,......

                          you love to love the fear,.... I never wanted to be alone... I've forgotten to...


                                                                                             
  Clipside of the pinkeye sight ...
I'm not the percent you think survives... 
                           
I need sanctuary, in the pages of this book


                                                                             Now I'm lost....


Listen now and let me speak...
                                                   I will be the dog at your feet
                    Come along when you call
Be the little bird in your straw and sing you a song....

                                 I'll be there to take the fall
Though you tread upon me for no reason
at all


                                                                               I will never leave your side
                                                                                          you call me your number one zero,
                                                                             you never mind...
                                     I'll be your
king, I'll be your pawn
                                                           I will build a pedestal and put you upon it, baby..




              ..... And know this day these deepened wounds don't heal so fast
                          Can't hear me croon? of a million lies that speak no truth
                                       Of a time gone by that now is through.....



I want to say one more last thing... 
I didn't mean to take up all your sweet time
I'll give it right back to ya, one of these days...